Its been awhile.....

That girl seems so far away from who I am now. I thought of abandoning this blog and starting a new one that was nothing but happy and content. But if not for the past, I would have never got to the happy and content.

There have many things in my life, I've had to leave behind. But I refuse to leave the parts that got me where I am today, so this blog stays up. It's mine and we've been through alot! :)

Through the days that tested everything I had, I made it. Through all the sabotages of my life, I made it. I am back to who I used to know....And I left every indecision I refused to make in the past, well, in the past.

I am where I want to be, I do what I want to do.

I look forward to my future now and mostly the fact that I'm not worried about another human making a decision about my life again. I am the only one that will be able to do that now!

This last year has taught me that you sometimes have to walk away from those that drain you, those that try to take you down with them, those that will never find TRUE happiness and those that refuse to search for happiness. They search for admiration, attention and anything that makes them feel the moment. They look for acceptance, regardless of the cost to themselves or someone else. They look for something they should only be looking inside for, while, totally oblivious to the only person that can give them what they need....themselves.

So I am on to the next chapter of my life and plan to blog more these next few years than ever.
Thank you for the support I've had!