Do you relize?
Everything I've gone through? Everything I've done? Everything I've ignored or put off?
Why are you still here? You seem oblivious to anything positive I've ever done that didn't concern you.
You seem oblivious unless it's directly related to you....
Can you tell someone exactly why you are still here? I wonder what you would say if asked?
Why do you keep coming back? I'd love to hear those answers. Why are you so unhappy?
Why are you still so unsettled???
Why don't she mean more to you? Why would you let her wonder?
Have you ever stopped to consider how she must feel without having a confirmation of your love?
Maybe you should. If you cared.....
Maybe you should consider why she would isolate herself, day after day from this life.
It's not likely that she hides from love, maybe more the opposite. Maybe she can't take any more hate, condemnation, ridicule....Maybe
Maybe she's hiding from the contempt and hatred she feels, but certainly not unconditional love or acceptance.
Maybe she feels like a child again, condemned to her room because no one wants to bother with her unless it benefits them. Maybe she's hiding again, maybe because she's taken all the pain she can possibly endure.
In her place, maybe, she finds solace and safety and comfort, Everything that's missing in the world around her.
Maybe there's no where else for her to go.....
So once again, she retreats, far far away and maybe this time, never to return.
