I know you better than that, I know your soul. Some may know you better, but to know your soul, few will, because few cared. I know you, I know your games, I know your tricks, I know your means to get what you want. I know that you will say what you think needs to be said without ever meaning anything, other than that need you have at that exact moment.

I know that you can convince anyone of who you are, all the while, never really knowing who you are, I know that they will fall for it because it's a good spill, I also know the hell you will bring to them. Crushing, excruciating hell! I know you'll make excuses and blame them, because you've faced all the blame you can possibly take.

I know that you won't get better, that you'll not take another course of action, because you are comfortable where you are. That it suits you and you don't have to be accountable. I know this! I know that you'll mold yourself to fit and then do everything in your power to try to mold it to fit your world.

The sad part is that you've never bothered to find your own world, you take someone elses and run, as hard and as fast as you can, though you've been controlled your entire life and believe that's not your ambition, it's in fact your intent. Because you don't know any other way, to be your own if foreign or maybe even scary, so you resort to being the tormentor because that's what was done to you.

If this is you, please please, stand up, figure out who you are and how you go about figuring out where to go and how to make yourself happy, despite those you depend on for your formation. That's how it was meant to be, we don't have to be pleasers of people first, we need to be pleasers of ourselves first, and then find where we need to fit.