It's here, the thunder and next will lightening and then rain.....


Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain.


Story of my life and once again, it's raining, this time maybe more than ever before. But once the rain stops, everything grows.


So bring on the rain!


Yeah so really I'm not feeling that positive, but It is what it is! I'm not really sure what that means, but it's always been my go to saying. So I'm using it now! And probably in the future, repeatedly.


I know there's a new growth for me around the corner, somewhere, at some time. I have to accept what will be, what I can't and can control. That is how I handle things. It seems this is and always has been out of my control. I've tried, but not been successful to bring it to fruition. And from this point forward I'm no longer trying to control it. It's in someone else's hands. There's a God up there and His will is important to me, so I'm going with that.


There's not a fight left in me, no, not one! And though I haven't laid down, I refuse to continue to fight for something that is not wanted or accepted or cared about.


This is where I am. For a long time, for the rest of my life.


But with all this new storms following with rain, I can only grow!