Silence..

That's all I hear.....yet, it's so loud it's consuming everything in my life. I guess I was shut down so many times in my life that I lost my voice. I forgot that what I have to say is important. 

A part of me thought that my words only belonged to me and they didn't need to be shared. But I was always willing to share them with anyone else that was hurting to help them through. Yet, somewhere in my own healing I lost all my own words.

Someone took them, I think I've found them again, at least I'm most certainly going to attempt it.

I believe I'm approaching a new chapter of healing in my life and I think the old me is coming back. I love my life, sincerely love my life. But it's short of exactly what I want it to be.

I feel as if Limbo versus the Universe has taken over and I'm on their time. 

In reality I'm not on anyone else's time, I'm on my own. And it's taken me time to be me again and to stop caring what anyone else would think. I'm ready to move on, I'm ready to shine, to be me. I'm ready to begin again. So my words and feeling will be spoke, I will put it out there if I need to. I will speak my mind. I will stand up for myself and for those I care about. I will stand again.

I'm now on my time, I'm now allowed to voice what I want, regardless of what anyone else feels about it. I never want to offend anyone and will never speak anything but the truth. If that offends you then you need to think about either your actions or your words, because I will no longer hide nor apologize for mine.

Hopefully this wont be my only voice. Don't ask me to mince my words, I didn't before and I won't again.