On Your Own

I've been alone most of my life...sometimes by choice and other times not.
I know I'm alone now, it feels as if it's me against the world.
I'll be ok, I always have pulled through.


At this point in my life, I am not sure I've ever experienced hatred as I do now. It's sad and it breaks my heart in some ways. But it's built walls for me, bigger, stronger walls than I've ever constructed maybe.


I am at a point of no return, not really sure how to come out of this. Who am I kidding, there really is no return in my eyes. Nothing changes. Hatred grows, we all know this. I seem stuck, I seem paralyzed to make a decision that needs to be made. Why, why am I choosing to be weak now? I don't really know.


I've never been the type to let someone sink if I could help, I've never experienced someone that would. I've never been subjected to self survival. oh wait, yeah I have. But I survived. ALWAYS.


And no matter the pain and betrayal I feel now, I will this time too. And as usual, I'll come away strong.


Remember this! The only person that can break you, is YOU....Anyone else who tries is your enemy and not your friend. So save yourself and be who you were meant to be!