So, I know it's been awhile and few and far between since I've wrote. Seems I was doing a whole lot of whining and very little actual writing. I can't do that and be ok.

So my writing goal is always to productive and progress, to teach, to direct...and sometimes just to inform. Never, ever do I want to be a whiner.

Some time ago, I lost the ability to form sentences without preaching or complaining. So I'm hoping this attempt shall be a new one and a better one.

After much consideration I've decided my subject of discussion tonight shall be solitude. I'm an adamant believer in solitude. Everyone that knows me, seriously knows that I need my alone time (Angie Time) I'm also a mentally healthy enough person to know that I can't live on that solitude alone. I have my mornings (please at least 20 minutes for me alone with my coffee and email) And another 20 for the afternoon.
Some people are in a permanent state of solitude....they may live with you, they may see you every single day and yet are never really present. They may consider themselves loners and even make excuses why they prefer alone time. I believe in reality that this state isn't a chosen state but instead the state they  take themselves too.
It's a state of, I dont have to put myself out there. I dont have to subject myself to the daily grind (which by the way, my friend, happens to be life) If you can't subject yourself to life in general then you most certainly will not be prepared for life in general. It's a pleasant/or not part of life but to remain mentally healthy, both are required and must be faced.
A healthy, happy life requires this....So don't close yourself off to happiness by refusing to deal with life's everyday dilemma's. There's a time for solitude, just make sure you know the right time.